I can’t handle this feeling knowing that I lost one of my best friend. He was the one I would go to for everything. I knew he would always be there to cheer me up and put a smile on my face. I don’t know what I did, and I would take it back in a heartbeat. Knowing that Sophomore year I am not going to have you by my side. Kills me. Like legit. Especially because I know we aren’t going to have all the same classes again this year. I realized that you were really gone when I texted you saying “I saw you (:” and all you replied was… Ok. My real best friend would have said something like, “really where??!?”Or something like that. I feel like you pushed me out of your life. Like I didn’t mean anything to you. But, I hope you have a great life anyway. With or without me…